3-11-10

it's getting close to the big decision time...

do I go or do I stay?

PROS FOR GOING CONS FOR GOING
-less stress -it was my mom's life
-less cost, working costs me money -it does pay our cell bill and sometimes
-might find job that actually PAYS gas or the occasional small cash sale
-more family time -if I shut it down now, I can never revive it
-dinners, clean house, laundry always done the loss of reputation will never survive
-Boychild might profit from this....I think he needs me -Corp. would have to go bankrupt
-I'm not doing a wonderful job alone
-less stress less stress less stress
-LESS STRESS!
-I'm can't handle it myself!!!!!
-I'm 52, medicated and trained for little
who's really gonna hire me?
-at least I have somewhere to go everyday
-nephew needs me to have him work here

Do I want my life to be tied up in a store?
Do I want my life to be this full of stress?
Do I want my life to so closely echo my mom's?

Tough choice. Life changing choice.