2-7-11
my brother and my pseudo grandchildren are leaving
going to a better job in another state far away...it's breaking my heart
I feel like I keep losing those I love
and not having anything new come into my life to replace them
my children don't need me much anymore
I haven't smoked in 5 years yet I've been diagnosed with COPD
apparently I'm a blue bloater...explains the weight I can't take off
no matter how hard I try
I'm on so many drugs for my back that Betty Ford would gasp
and now more to help me breathe
the chickens are coming home to roost
I do very little all day
I have no energy
or motivation
or money
I'm a big ol' fat lump of boring dough
going to a better job in another state far away...it's breaking my heart
I feel like I keep losing those I love
and not having anything new come into my life to replace them
my children don't need me much anymore
I haven't smoked in 5 years yet I've been diagnosed with COPD
apparently I'm a blue bloater...explains the weight I can't take off
no matter how hard I try
I'm on so many drugs for my back that Betty Ford would gasp
and now more to help me breathe
the chickens are coming home to roost
I do very little all day
I have no energy
or motivation
or money
I'm a big ol' fat lump of boring dough

5 Comments:
"I'm a big ol' fat lump of boring dough"
How did you get inside my head?
You are not aa lump of dough....Maybe you should get a dog....Not a puppy...May wear you out...but a TRAINED older dog to keep you company....
CO chick here...This is not acceptable! This is not who you are!!! Wanna talk??? You know my number.
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